Friday, March 10, 2006
From now on....this will be my NS blog
Day 0
Tmr will be NS. Hahhaha........im nt excited. But im gtting emotional nowadays. Dunno wat to expect. Really pray that everything will be fine, and trust God....:)
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7:27 AM
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Well im leaving all to God for tmr......for Jesus personally said that with faith as small as a mustard seed, you can command the mountain to throw itself into the sea and it will do so. :):):)
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5:18 AM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Sometimes i juz feel i fall short of my own standards as a fren.......as one who shows love. Im never able to dere for pple who need me all the time, sth tt is impossible for anyone to do but tt did nt stop me from feeling sub-standard. I muz admit tt nt only was i nt able to be dere for everyone, but when trouble comes to others, i chose to shun them. Why am i so selfish? What exactly am i tinking? As such......i nvr expect anyone to come forward when me is in need myself. Am i a coward? Am i so fearful of trouble? Perhaps i am.......perhaps my fear of trouble kept me from being dere. I am one who is so useless......one who observe when frens fall. In times of peace, i promise help.....yet never was it delivered from me.......a shame of myself.....
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6:14 AM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
- Thank God that maths was okie.....haha........deductable so far is 2marks.
- Computing paper was alittle uncertain though......made a couple of mistakes in it and i knew it already.
- GP was ummhh.........i tink my results will be very unpredictable.......
Ya that's all.....decided to drop by while waiting for dinner......there's physics tmr........lol......quick 23rd Nov quick come........
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3:33 AM
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Im going back........to where i wish i hadnt gone to.......to look at those whom i've left all that mess with........it's complicated.......but this time im solving it........clearing all those mess.......
No, im nt gonna hide. Hiding dint solve my probs. Hiding aggravate its intensity........
determined
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8:18 AM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Reading chobits..........im very appalled by the author's ability to tackle the abstract definitions of human emotions with the most basic terminology.
Sometimes.......making things complicated doesnt help........rite? Staying simple solves the problem. Yeah, sometimes i feel i analysed things too much. Wat good cld haf come out of a deep analysis over anything. Yesh, i admit i've done that many times in my blog, and it's productive. But nth good came out of the conclusions, nth puts the smile on my face. Sometimes staying simple and looking at things at the surface is wat brings joy. That's bcos.........some things in this world are not to be analysed at all, they are things that look rosy on the surface and are supposed to be judged from the surface. Go through deep thinking, searching for the truth.....would only lead to self-torture.......... fustration, pain and finally disappointment.
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7:59 AM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Tuesday - Slack at home the whole day, nt exactly lah......went to make my personal bank acct. So cool rite......haha nt exactly, im nt used to having bank acct. Any idea how to make use of it?
Den evening, went gym wif ben liang. Oh we were so fascinated wif the motor-boat machine (that's wat i can best described that machine) that we actually set lyk 1km lor........and after tt my arm cld barely be lifted man.......but quite fun lah, nxt time trying for 2km.
Today - Another boring day. Went to sch for physics consultation. Went dere n realise no physics tchrs r available.......so i slacked dere, nt exactly......did a GP paper, chat wif meix......yep
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9:08 AM